What I am??

What I am??
Okay what's about you?
No no ...I dont expect this way .." Well, I am John.. I am blah blah.."

Something beyound where no one feels easy to describe.
for example: What's about you after this earth is no more.. before the earth...
well read: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_evolution

One of my colleage gave me some movies yesterday.as usual I can't sleep easily in nights.
I sleep either if i am very tired or if i am very very tired ;)
and I was not able to work either.
so i decided to watch a movie.
and I like to watch flop movies ..it's again an extreme craze..
well, Dashavtar is a drama movie starting from an event of 12th century.
My evergreen question on the existence and form of God tossed again in my mind.

If you go to temple, what you get? A pseudo assurance that someone hears for your problems or someone in yourself is connected to you at the place.later is better if there is any possibility to awake God.

Ok what's about you??
Once again in the same movie.. after the tsunami is over, the girl says, "Govinda (God) saved us". But the hero says, "Govinda killed so many people" Who did that. I think both were wrong. again what's about you?

We are so orthrodox on traditions/religions and shedding blood for ugly causes. we are usually impressed by others.

but if our inner system is strong enough to answer:

what I am ??